Why'd you only call me when you're high?

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I post what I like - mostly reblogs. I will post something "original" or some random thought of mine once in a while but it's mostly random goodies. Enjoy. And ask me anyyyyything.

kristinscottthomas:

It’s not just women on film, 18-year-old girls feel pressure to do preventative injecting. I see someone’s face, someone’s body who’d had children and I think they’re the song lines of your experience, and why would you want to eradicate that? I look at people sort of entombing themselves and all you see is their little pin holes of terror… and you think, just live your life, death is not going to be any easier just because your face can’t move. 
- Cate Blanchett (on Botox)

kristinscottthomas:

It’s not just women on film, 18-year-old girls feel pressure to do preventative injecting. I see someone’s face, someone’s body who’d had children and I think they’re the song lines of your experience, and why would you want to eradicate that? I look at people sort of entombing themselves and all you see is their little pin holes of terror… and you think, just live your life, death is not going to be any easier just because your face can’t move.

- Cate Blanchett (on Botox)

(via queencersei)

— 1 day ago with 1868 notes
#cate blanchett  #beautiful 
"There was nowhere to go but everywhere, so just keep on rolling under the stars."
Jack Kerouac, On the Road: The Original Scroll (via stxxz)

(via stxxz)

— 1 week ago with 2584 notes
#jack kerouac  #on the road  #lit  #quote  #quotes 
"

I learned from you that girls
like me are not worth staying
for.

You plucked the words from
our mouths like unripe fruit
and laughed the “no’s” off
our lips like the bodies we
inherited were our fault.

When we told you we loved
you, something changed
within your body and the lips
you once used to kiss us
were changed into the lips
of a hissing monster,

spit gushing from behind
barred teeth and a tongue
on fire. We never knew to
call you enemy.

Your voice welled up from
the holes in our bodies
urging us to stay quiet, stay
still, stay open, stop crying,
stop moving, stop breathing.

I once asked you how you
thought my name was spelled
and you carved W-E-A-K into
my arms until I bled “I’m sorry’s”
and mopped up the mess with
the t-shirts you said didn’t fit
me right.

You told me I was a weed and
you were the vinegar, that you
needed to get rid of the growth
of me to protect those around
me but you mistook me for
a mistake when all I was could
have been explained as a flower
who had not yet grown any petals.

Girls like me were born from
women like bomb shelters,
women with rib cages stuffed
full of the names of men like
you, women with fists as steady
as their teeth were sharp.

How dare you think our
inheritance was one of
weakness?

I learned from you that girls
like me are not worth staying
for.

I learned from girls like me
that men like you are not worth
the sacrifice of one’s self.
I learned from girls like me
that boys like you don’t take
well to women who know their
own self-worth.

"
inheritance, Emma Bleker (via stolenwine)
— 1 week ago with 113 notes
#poetry  #poem  #lit  #emma bleker  #inheritance 
"She imagines him imagining her. This is her salvation."
Margaret Atwood, The Blind Assassin (via larmoyante)
— 1 week ago with 13224 notes
#margaret atwood  #the blind assassin  #quotes  #lit  #quote 
"(TW: RAPE) If a woman has (the right to abortion), why shouldn’t a man be free to use his superior strength to force himself on a woman? At least the rapist’s pursuit of sexual freedom doesn’t (in most cases) result in anyone’s death."
— 1 month ago with 23293 notes
#JESUS FUCK  #what is this shit  #misogyny  #running rampant  #rape  #abortion  #NONONO. 

As an actress, I realize that viewers are entitled to have whatever feelings they want about the characters they watch. But as a human being, I’m concerned that so many people react to Skyler with such venom. Could it be that they can’t stand a woman who won’t suffer silently or “stand by her man”? That they despise her because she won’t back down or give up? Or because she is, in fact, Walter’s equal? But I finally realized that most people’s hatred of Skyler had little to do with me and a lot to do with their own perception of women and wives. Because Skyler didn’t conform to a comfortable ideal of the archetypical female, she had become a kind of Rorschach test for society, a measure of our attitudes toward gender.”

-Anna Gunn, “I Have A Character Issue”

(Source: debekah)

— 1 month ago with 33674 notes
#YES  #like what up with all the hate  #if skylar was cooking meth she would be criticized  #she's actually in an emotionally abusive marriage  #skylar white  #Breaking Bad  #vince gilligan 

trying to catch up on Hannibal before it airs tonighttttttt. Or I could just let it record for weeks and then binge watch it. That’s always fun

— 1 month ago
#i miss our big tv  #my laptop screen is too tiny  #and the living room is always busy and noisy 

If you’re from Africa, why are you white ?

(Source: variousproject, via nicolerichiest)

— 2 months ago with 2646 notes
#mean girls 

Some days I miss Rachel more than I can bear to 

— 2 months ago
#rachel  #i miss you  #me  #personal 

Also this other guy - who is super dramatic and self-absorbed and thinks everything I do or say is directly related to him - said to me the other day (and i’m paraphrasing): 

"Hey can you delete my number? Because I just don’t think I can handle being friends with someone like you who makes me think the way I think about who you might be out with on Valentine’s day because your instagram post tagged a guy who I think you’re dating even though you don’t want to tell me and even though you’re not dating, he just loves all things nicolas cage. And I just don’t want to be the guy who thinks that way and you were a big help to me in my time of need but I just think we would be better off not talking to each other and if you just give me back things you need and borrowed from me like a calculator — just find someone to give it to me — that would be peachy. Also please don’t tell any of your friends this. I’d greatly appreciate it. Maybe someday in the future we can start over but now, this is the end.

PS like you were so weird that one day we saw each other for 10 seconds” 

Like DA FUCK? I didn’t tell anyone of my friends but this is so frustrating I need to write it all out, send it into cyberspace and not get any feedback. What the hell dude. Such a drama queen. Cannot handle it. 

but whatever. OVER IT

— 2 months ago
#personal  #rant  #me  #ughughughhhhhhhh 

had a really nice dream with a guy who i don’t know if i like more than a friend. Confused about him cause I’ve been avoiding him since he’s always with this one guy who I don’t want to talk to and I had a dream with him last night!

Like a legit nice dream. I don’t remember it very well except I was nervous/scared/cold for some reason and he was there. He was very warm and a source of comfort and I put my arm around his arm and he was just so strong and warm. 

And I think I told him about  my feelings but idk for sure? 

But anyways, this is creating false hopes and fake feelings based on a dream that means nothing! 

GRRR.

— 2 months ago with 1 note
#me  #personal  #cause i can't tweet this and not seem like a drama queen 

Sometimes I’m walking along the street and a shaft of sunlight falls in a certain way across the pavement and I just wanna cry. And then a second later, it’s over. I decide, because I’m an adult, to not succumb to the momentary melancholy.

Take This Waltz (2011)

(Source: michellewilliamss)

— 2 months ago with 301 notes
#take this waltz  #michelle williams